Hello reader! and welcome to another exciting episode of...Malkia's Journal! dun dun dun! on the previous episode of Malkia's Blog, Malkia was ranting her feelings on how she felt about school, and its stupid moral values. What will she be ranting about now? Stay Tuned!
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Holy *bleep*!, children! How long has it been? 2..3.5 months, maybe? I dunno. But, I DO know what todaay's topic gonna be about. FEARS!...(and or phobias.) Yes siree, fears. Whether its spiders, flying, or even fear itself, EVERYONE is afraid of something. Yes, EVERYONE. Call me crazy, but I don't believe that noone is not afraid of something. Nope. But Malki- *covers ears* lalalalalalala I can't hear you!!!! I don't wanna hear it, don't try to change my mind,cause it won't work. Everyone is afraid of something.period. Now, lets get back to the matter of hand, why talk about fears? why not talk about something less vulgur? Like.....um, candy! Everyone loves candy! (unless you're alergic, then I'm terribly sorry for you...May you never taste the delicious chocolately joy that a reese's peanut butter cup brings.) but on a serious note, fear is something that has been on my mind, ever since I saw Rihanna's Russian Roulette video, which showed that man's facial expression: fear. Sooo I took it upon myself to type a list of my most inner fears, and share them to the world through a blog! God, my life sucks. Here goes:


Malkia's most inner fears


Worms, maggots, scakes, slugs, or any other slinky-like animal/insects ( but oddly enough, I'm not scared of catepillers.huh.... )

People who scrape their nails against paper/chalkboard. ( well, not so much of as a fear, but it does give me goosebumps. *shudders*)

Demons. (now, I know you're laughing your head off at this one, but I seriously believe that I might get possessed by one. Ever since my grandma did, I've been mortified.)

Growing up/life/on my own. ( well, I might as face this one now, cause it's gonna happen. See, I really don't like the idea of all the responsibility that comes with being "mature." And I don't like how being a grown up automatically means you can't have the same kind of fun you had as a kid. Most adult's idea of fun is sitting around with their friends drinking beer, laughing, and talking. And while some people may find that fun...which is cool with me, I just don't. It scares me that I have to leave behind all the fun stuff I used to do as a kid and become...boring. I guess I don't have to, but I definitely feel the pressure to do so.)

Getting one of those fatal diseases. ( like cancer, or accidental AIDS. I really can't see myself dying slowly of something that probably could've been prevented.)

Being stuck at a crossroad. ( no, not an intersection, but having to make a life decision that could alter your world as you know it.)

Ending of the world. ( seriously, noone wants the world the end, but its gonna happen one day, and I'm sooo not gonna be prepared for it.

Seeing someone I love suffer. ( now, it's safe to say that I haven't had experienced this, and I hope to God that I never have to.)

Well, readers this concludes this episode of: fears.


So tell me, what are YOU afraid of?